寧靜的夜寧靜的思緒

New year resolution in advance :)

2011-12-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

Just want to drop a little note for myself and for this moment.
My new year resolution for this year would be hope for a PASS for the supplementary exam, and get myself healthier... at least, i pay a little more effort besides going for doctor.

Feeling so blessed at the moment, not doing bad for the final exam, going for travel during x'mas and there is something that i would hope it can be good forever.
I only hope i don't bring bad luck, from today onwards, everything will getting better and better :)

what i exactly want to tell.

2011-09-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we have been through
Even though we're far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now im left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'll love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But im still loving you

I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies.

what a day...

2011-09-05T19:26:00.000+08:00

If i am good, why you would rather let me go? Don't tell me you hope i have a better future, and this is because we never know. We can create the happiness and future together, if you want to stay.
How long you need to think?
a month? a year? or you actually looking for someone else?
life, how come always with question marks?

你還是要幸福

2011-09-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

I am waiting here, waiting for a miracle and a hope.
Somehow i am afraid, afraid that 3 months later i will meet you on the street with another her.
I maybe will still pretending i am okay without you, fake a smile and life goes on.
If i will see you later, i wish you got your happiness already, you should deserve a better her. Don't get hurt anymore, I am sorry for what i did said to you before, and I love you.
I am silly as always, and i don't know this is why you love me. For how long i have been too rational? I know it is been too long, i hope you missed my silliness still. Hmm, i hope this September will never come because it full of sadness. I want a better September, a September that with you.

A letter for myself

2011-09-04T02:34:00.000+08:00

4/9/11

I can pretend i am smiling happily, I can pretend that I am having a good life, I can pretend that i am happy after today just to hope that he can find a better person that deserves all his love. Dear, I ain't happy after him... but i don't wish i am a person that stick around just to hope he will be giving me a chance. I should let him go, i don't know if i will still smile if i see someone with him one day, i will probably don't let them see me on the street. I made the decision, i can as well take the result alone, whatever it is... that is only the secret that i know. Although, i am scare, but since i decided to say bye, i think i can go through the hard time myself. No matter what the future will be, no matter what others look at me, i can take those comments alone.
kha fui, can you be positive? why are you waiting for a miracle? There is none, you know it well, miracle never comes to you. And you know, the sickness you still have to take it alone. Why are you so silly? Silly not to mind, silly to rejected to think that he has the responsibility? Dear, I am kind as usual, i don't hate anyone, i dislike to hate anyone... but why people love to hurt me? I am full of wounds, and this time i need how long to recover? When I open my heart to someone i think it worth, that one will still left. No anymore, i won't open my heart to anyone else. I don't want after all i receive hurt and healing the wound myself. Why my dream will never comes true? why my hopes are like rubbish that people hate? Nothing lasts long, those promises isn't a key to enter the future, because when people leave... they won't remember what they had promised. Leaving me scars, but i am not a rubbish, i hope i am priceless for you too.
When you look this letter again after months or years, are you gonna remember what was happening ? You told yourself he is the one, the one that you only want for life. Don't be sad if you again see him is dating someone that isn't you, bless him happy as you were treated him mean and bad before. Dear, wipe off the tears, i know it is hard right? Be good, and put the usual mask on... continue your life.

分開以後

2011-09-03T12:12:00.000+08:00

懂得擁有卻未必能讓你為我停留.
I told Hinyee what is happening, i think.. for the past 10 years i knew her, i never told her this much about my feeling on relationship. Again, she is another one that think i am really into and really serious, i know... i know she is worrying. I know she is being supportive, i appreciate much, but i couldn't stop my negativeness.
What i have to worry were more than this, for once i have been thinking if this is so called Karma? oh if i can not avoid it, then i come across and take it. And, yes, of course i should take it.. that was my decision and its my own responsibility.
Can not stop sigh-ing, i wonder everyone around me heard that, saw that i am keep on sigh-ing. How? I asked myself million times. No answer, no one could give me any answer. And I scare, I have to see such thing alone, it really freaks me out.
Too weak to support myself.
how come I've got so much tears.

failed

2011-09-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

I think i said i am going to accept whatever answer you gave me,
I think i said i will not comment on anything about the answer,
but i failed. Sigh.
failed like my life.

Rainy day

2011-09-02T12:49:00.000+08:00

I look at the rain, i can't differentiate what on my face was tears or rain.
It isn't that worst i guess,
i have been behaved good,
at least i am different from the past.

hate me, love me.
how much hate and how much love?
i twisted my mind, and i seriously think it over and over again,
there is no one can be compare with.
It stop right here, and what is the story next?
a year? half year to recover from this?
i don't know, maybe this time need longer.

- the end -

2011-09-02T03:09:00.000+08:00

End of the story, like usual, no fairytale...
i am alone all over again;
putting mask on my face and heart again;
always think that it is stupid to put down the mask and love someone.
And this time, i really Love someone, end up no miracle happens.
i should stop doing such silly moves.
your heart to me was lost,
when i said my heart was dead, why do you care?
i take everything, i don't need your care and mainly because you won't care.
No matter how hard i have to go through,
i will be tough, because u dumped me,
while you asked me not to abandon you, but you do such things to me.
Cruel, its cruel because this is the game rule.
Cruel, its cruel because i even asked for a chance.
and i get nothing.
I am so sorry for making you suffering all this time,
I am so sorry for making you tolerate with me,
I am so sorry for you think i never care your feeling,
I am so sorry for you think i hide you and not telling the world you are mine.
I take all this blame.

you told me, no one knows what is going on tomorrow,
oh well, i will wait for the hope while i am still acting with my mask.
I am a good actress. acted like nothing.

Counting down 7days

2011-09-01T02:32:00.001+08:00

why?
why when i need you, you weren't there for me?
why you could leave me suffering alone?
why you are such cruel to me?
i didn't lie, i am really suffering, why i have to take all this alone?
Its really pain, and once again, i hope you will give me some console.
I know you are tired, i know you are sleepy, just i am hoping that you can hear me.

Counting down 8days

2011-08-30T12:44:00.000+08:00

等什麽? 結果還不是你的不諒解?
我很好玩嗎? 好玩到需要打幾十通電話給你嗎?
喂!如果我不是擔心你,如果我不是不懂你在做什麽, 如果不是你不告訴我...我需要煩你嗎?
期待什麽? 期待到的也還是你的不體諒, 那何必呢?

Time?! Think?!
I meant to give, but who am i? If i can't be worry, i can't feeling insecure, you gotta tell me, who am i?
I always thought you are the one who will understand me,
but no, you blamed at me. while you request i can become a better person, why don't you? Why don't we become a better person together?
I am like left out.
I am like not in your world, not even in your mind.

Counting down 9days

2011-08-29T14:04:00.000+08:00

Suffering for the whole night,
i was scared, i was wished you were just right here; and then i tried to called you up,
it was so so so good that you picked up my call and asked me what happen.
I knew i am keep telling you sorry,
you don't know i don't want to bother you..I deleted every way that connected, sms/contact number and stuff. I want to keep away from my mobile, so that i won't press on the call button and looking for you.
I still failed to do so,
I called so many times just to hear you,
i wished you could know i need you.

*They are good again, she forgive him again... what about us? what about me?*

Counting down 10days

2011-08-28T12:35:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking, what is the worst scenario?
Maybe we are going to say bye and live on our own.
I've been thinking, can i just have a new life all over again?
To be honest, I've treated you good, I've give the best and I've been supportive; of course, I won't be happy if you couldn't think of all this and leave me alone. For you, maybe i am not the one, if you can't continue love me as who am i... i am more than happy to set you free.

I set the worst scenario, i told myself maybe there is no more chance for us.
I have given too many things, i got nothing in the end, maybe this is life.
chances, i had already provided. This is the last time for both of us.
If a goodbye would make you happy, i think i will be good.
There must be someone you know will done better than me, sorry for being negative, i am not the one i used to be.
things are hurt enough, i need some time to get better.

Today.

2011-08-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today wasn't a good and beautiful day,
you filled my heart and eyes with my tears,
and I just couldn't stop it...
Even though i tried to control it, it still dropped automatically.
What I've told you was what i have been thinking for a while.
We couldn't go back to previous,
we couldn't manage to go through now,
so how we are going to walk to the end?

I clearly know there is something changing,
it changing to the way that we are probably going to say goodbye.
I have done what i am capable with, I have tried to hold what i can hold with..
I wouldn't say anything more, a worthwhile person for you isn't me anymore.
I understand the rule.
Just the game itself was cruel,
how much i took, how much i care and how hard i tried weren't the most important thing, I know you are the same. You have tolerate enough, and I really appreciate it much.

whatever it comes, I will just going to say okay with no further comment.

i want to catch myself back to life again, this is the last piece of warning miss wong.

你.

2011-08-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

你的感覺會是什麽? 你能身同感受我的感受麽?
我知道應該向前看對不對? 可是, 發生了就是發生了, 我不能欺騙自己忽略這一段.
我明白你說的, 我懂其實你也不捨得, 是我自私.

現在,
只要我們一直好好的. 好嗎?

太久 . 太多

2011-06-03T01:56:00.000+08:00

太久沒有更新;
太多事件發生.

不需要覺得沉重麽?
糾結很久很久的問題解決不了.
這樣不能, 那樣不該;
這樣不通, 那樣不好.
沒有辦法解決所以應該放任不管麽?

我或許需要好好整理一下頭腦和心里的情緒,
我不喜歡說心情, 我總是好好的隱藏著哀怒.
不爲什麽
只是我不需要同情.

疼愛我的, 心疼我的, 真心珍惜的.. .. 放在心裏就好了.

又是一個不眠的夜.

2010-11-02T04:29:00.000+08:00

淩晨4點12分, 失眠最近愛上我.

不想糾纏于這些關係裏面, 所以我愛理不理的;

不想從走那些坎坷回頭路, 所以我加倍了努力.

至於是否可以如我所願, 我唯有交給時間告訴我答案.

just a lil update for myself, couldn't sleep early for these few days... i don't know what caused it, but well, im good with my own.

what does irritation means to you? It meant a lot to me, as i did experienced this feeling before... I don't like it (i doubt if any1 likes it though), and i hope it's over. Everything remains calm and i really want to get myself ready for the final exam; also, get the house things done before i leave Perth.

Woohoo, i miss you very much Sandakan. Im coming back in one month time... =]

I believe the right person is just around the corner. xoxo

一種距離, 一份感情.

2010-10-12T04:13:00.000+08:00

一種似遠又近的距離;

一份沒有可能的感情.

我不知道你心想什麽,

而我也不想去破壞這風平浪靜.

所以冷靜, 冷靜, 冷靜...

我說了十萬次.

對不起, 對不起, 對不起...

我也說了十萬次.

戴上笑臉, 繼續説笑如什麽也沒發生.

我知道我在意, 或許我也隱藏的很好.

聼了"無人之境" 十萬次.

我竟然不知道如何克制那澎湃,

我竟然不知道我還能夠怎麽樣.

如果, 我可以用謊言掩飾這份好感;

如果, 我可以用謊言掩飾這個罪名;

我願意賭上現在的一切.

不想失去這友誼, 只好繼續假裝不在乎.

"請你把我灌醉, 狠狠地告訴我事實."

你想怎樣?!

2010-06-16T02:34:00.000+08:00

你想怎樣?!

我應該理還是不理?

好, 兩個個體.

你就做你要的; 我繼續我的.

你沒有什麽不對; 是我覺得不應該這樣.

僅此而已.

FLY..

2010-06-02T03:48:00.000+08:00

Whats the feeling of long hours flight?
Whats the feeling of staying in a totally different country for a very first time?
Don't tell me you love the life there, i might tell you again the offer of admission that you had rejected. (i know Aussie is dissimilar with UK, but you still turned your head back and threw the offer letter away)
This time might be different with traveling around.
All i can say is just enjoy and take care.
Hope that you have a grateful and enjoyable summer course over there,
don't mess up with hotties since you will say good bye with her SOON.

Good Luck to you and me.
Hope the stupid curse i made is not gonna happen.
Although i meant it when i make it, i still wanna go back to my home and go out :))
Don't be too impress that I'd mentioned you in here,
lol (hahahahahaha)
hold back your tears and pray real hard for me.
I need luck so bad.

no hometown this winter holiday,
i gonna enjoy the winter with my self-help books and coffee perhaps.
Sigh, i should be confident.

when things come to an end

2010-05-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

When things come to an end,

it's something called "kenangan terindah" for me at the moment.

it's sweet, unforgettable and also there's no any further move can be.

Maybe imma unhappy with the very simple life;

but i don't want to ruin people's too.

I'm good with what i am now...

When things come to an end,

don't recall my previous memory.

i rather hide it and place it in my heart than expose it to everyone.

it will be a lil secret of mine.

Friend. We are still good friend after all, time proves.

Cheers, for everything we've been through!

xoxo =)

荊棘過後留下什麽?

2010-05-03T04:40:00.000+08:00

曾經我覺得, 啊! 雨過總會天晴的.
現在卻認爲與其枯等天晴; 倒不如我享受雨天.

或許當雨水清洗了大地的一切后才能看得更清楚.
到底一個人需要的是什麽,
到底一個人的能耐和忍耐的極限在哪一個點.
不喜歡僞裝,
偏偏人們都只喜歡你僞裝的那一面.
當人們發現你說實話,
你開始被排擠, 開始被人們評頭論足的...
那個時候的感受誰能真正明白?

每一次我的妥協,
並不代表我能夠接受.
我不計較,
不代表我可以毫無止境的給予.
沒有人是十全十美的, 對不起... 我也有我的感受.
我也能夠有喜怒哀樂的時候吧?
逆來順受其實一直以來都不是我的強項.
所以告訴我,
當我走過了荊棘后還留下什麽?

話説, 前幾個星期我生病了.
害怕吃葯的我不知怎麽的這一次吃了很多葯.
後來以爲好了, 卻得了輕微的紅眼症.
從來沒有用過眼藥水的我, 第一次竟然不懂浪費了多少滴才真的滴進了眼裏.

再來就說到了"一個月的戰鬥"
還有大概一個月, 就要考試了..
哈哈, 說不緊張和沒有壓力的話,
我肯定是騙你的.
求神拜佛都要順順利利的......
淩晨的夜裏, 我不應該忘返流連網絡的..
好吧...再見 :)

- 空的腦 ; 空的心 -

2010-04-07T09:30:00.001+08:00

想一想這些天來做過些什麽, 想了很久就是動不了筆.
對, 酒. 這些天喝了不少的酒.

越喝越清醒是爲什麽? 啊, 我不懂.
酒精卻也讓我變得容易流眼淚.
不要不要問我爲什麽, 我真的不是在犯罪,不要要求我說我錯了.

我想我需要一點點時間.
我想我只想維持這原狀.

放我一個人,
我能夠把不該記得的都抛離.
相信我,
我懂得分辨真真假假, 好或坏.
我能夠退後.
我能夠不愛, 愛不夠愛自己的人才受罪.
一個人崩潰,
並不是在犯罪.
多餘的憐憫我不需要..

可是我歡迎真心的關心 :)

眼淚.

2010-04-01T05:20:00.000+08:00

好像真的很久了, 沒有這樣希望把眼眶裏的眼淚流出來... 或許, 我根本不應該爲了這連日來的憤怒化成悲傷. 我知道, 這不值得. 可是, 我就是心情低落, 無論我如何告訴自己應該快樂... 我就是不能説服自己的心情快樂一點.

我恨你. 我真的恨你, 今天開始我們談不上是朋友. 因爲朋友從不會這樣中傷自己的朋友; 我不屑這樣的朋友, 我也不需要多一個你來證明什麽.

怎麽樣才會真的快樂? 我不想説話. 有沒有一個很安靜的地方就讓我這樣坐著不用説話? 此時此刻, 我只想好好的整理情緒; 需要一個安靜的夜晚讓我獨自沉澱.

外面的風一直吹,
它仿佛提醒著我對於人,事,物需要帶著謹慎的心;

外面的風一直吹,
它仿佛想要我看清楚外面猙獰的臉孔正在虎視眈眈我的那一點快樂;

外面的風一直吹,
它仿佛想要我因爲害怕而逃離這一切...

可是我想要說,
我會站在這裡,
一直在這裡...
我不喜歡被懦弱打敗

因爲我不畏懼強風.

晚日寒鸦一片愁，柳塘新绿却温柔。若教眼底无离恨，不信人间有白头。
肠已断，泪难收，相思重上小红楼。情知已被山遮断，频倚栏干不自由。

我懷疑到底一個人對另個人的新鮮感和好奇感可以維持多久? 令我卻步不前的理由是什麽?

忙的快乐.

2010-03-29T04:13:00.000+08:00

尽管每一个星期我都有一份功课要交;

尽管我想破了头才能够写多两行英文;

尽管我不擅于说我不擅长的语言;

可是我还是乐在其中 =)

请不要问我为何凌晨4点还没有睡觉,

我只是睡不着.

请不要问我什么时候才会想到个答案,

或许, 我只需要一点勇气.

请不要问我为什么我不好看也有人追,

我就是有人懂得欣赏, 又怎样?!

请不要误会我生气,

我没有必要生气..只因为我清楚我到什么程度. 好或坏都轮不到你评论.

最近还是徘徊在那两个极端的问题中.

虽然有人告诉我, 我应该要把握当下..

有一段话是这样说的:情人不要太钻牛角尖于寻觅那唯一，应该把精神用在学会经营幸福的能力上，同时也提醒我们'弱水三千只取一瓢饮'若有幸遇到了难得的伴侣，就不要再三心二意了，因为我们永远不知道一生何时会遇到两万个其中的几个，所以要知福惜福、活在当下。

**I want to know who is the one can do anything for me.could that be you? not just talk but do something that i can see**

what is forever?

2010-03-19T01:42:00.001+08:00

As time goes on, you will lost your interest on me.

Nothing really can be forever;

i listen too much, practice too much.

And people just make it up easily, forget it completely when they lost their interest on someone one day.

Don't you think it's funny?

Nothing is gonna be forever until the last breathe.

what if i am the one for you and you're the one for me?

The game isn't fun, but we are doing it all the time.

What's the point? No, please don't ask me. I got no idea.

Maybe flirt isn't good, but what if it tells you whos gonna be the one?

** 其实只是无聊, 哈哈...不想看到一大堆很好看的英文字, 所以说一些有的没的. 或许我想的太灰?我不喜欢乐观, 我就是爱这样, 又怎样?! 没有什么大不了的, 不是吗? **

Good morning and Good night ....xxxx

我回来了 :D

2010-03-17T05:12:00.000+08:00

大家好,

星星說...

2009-11-28T07:33:00.000+08:00

需要一顆耀眼的星星, 需要一顆能夠感動我的心.

慶幸的是我遇見過;

遺憾的是已不在身邊.

Don't try to challenge me ever..

2009-11-11T10:38:00.002+08:00

Honestly, i hate you..
but since you want to challenge my temper and endurance, i can play with you if you hope to. i won't scare i get lost, if im the one who lost the game then that's because that people never worth me to waste my time with. You can make him fall for you, but please that is nothing to do with me.. you're just too much, and i truly hate you.

Yea, i pretty hope i can just ask u to fuck off. Sorry, i know im rude.. but yet it is what i want to tell you. Simple like this, can u understand? please don't come and disturb me. Yes, this is a warning yet a threat. I just don't want to know who are you. He is friend with you, closer with you but not me, please remember.... nothing to do with me! i can just don't give a damn on you..

轉載: 說你錯了!你還不承認..

2009-11-08T06:35:00.002+08:00

小愛是我的好朋友，漂亮大方又有人緣。結婚當天賀客滿堂，皆認為新郎新娘兩人郎才女貌、真是天作之合，一定可以永浴愛河、白頭偕老。而小慧也非常高興，找到如意郎君。

在婚禮進行時，小愛透著頭紗偷偷地斜瞄了一下帥俊體貼的老公，不禁感到欣喜與滿足，心想不久就將展開人生的新旅程。不料，婚後一個月，小愛開始覺得生活上不盡如意，也不若婚前想像那麼如公主般的美好。例如說，她過去習慣在如廁後，將衛生紙丟入馬桶旁的小垃圾桶。可是老公卻堅持可以丟進馬桶內沖掉。兩人竟會為了這個小問題爭得面紅耳赤，吵了一個半小時。最讓小愛生氣的是，當兩人各持己見、互不相讓時，老公總是大男人主義的說：『說妳錯了，妳還不承認！』。小愛為此一肚子氣，委屈的跑回娘家住兩天。

雖然小愛覺得老公很健談、有時說話也帶幽默，但是有時候他話中帶刺卻也令她感到很不是滋味。譬如：有一次，老公竟在朋友到家裡來聊天時，談到自己的老婆：別人情侶、夫妻是彼此看對眼，我啊！是看走眼了！小愛聽了，氣得白他一眼，一個人走進廚房生悶氣。儘管事後老公解釋說，當時那些話只是在朋友面前『開開玩笑』而已。但小愛總是覺得很不舒服。為什麼每次都是以『否定別人』來開玩笑？而且在家裡也是一副『只有他是對的』的樣子。動不動就說：『妳看妳，這麼笨，連這麼簡單事都不會』、『哎呀！妳們女人不會懂的啦！』

人啊！最怕莫名其妙的被人『否定』。

您看這句話：『說你錯了，還不承認！』這不僅是否定，還是『雙重否定』呢！難怪聽者會怒氣衝天、恨意滿肚。不過，這算好，另外還有更令人無法忍受的『三重否定』。『說妳錯了，妳還不承認，妳給我閉嘴！』如果再加上：『妳去死啦』，那就變成『四重否定』了；還有人在加上一句：『妳去死啦！死了！也沒有人幫妳哭！！』您看這不是又變成『五重否定』了嗎？

心理學大師馬思洛認為，『受人尊重』與『生理』、『安全感』、『愛與被愛』、『自我實現』等，是人的五種『基本需求』每個人都需要從他人的語言認同、肯定、讚美中，來『自我價值』與『自我尊嚴』。如果常在言談中『否定對方』，則會令對方難堪、生氣，甚至產生言語和肢體上的衝突。其實，有些玩笑話的確是隨興脫口而出，但是『說著無心、聽著有意』，玩笑式的『否定』說多了，也會叫人聽了很不是滋味。尤其是『雙重否定』、『三重否定』，真是抹煞了對方的基本自尊，引起他人不悅。

我有一個高中同學，有一天和太太吵架後，一氣之下住到賓館去，後來沈思反省後，覺得有些理虧，就打個電話給太太：『老婆啊！今天晚上作什麼菜等我啊？』
『我啊！我做毒藥等你。』
『喔！這樣呀，那妳做一份自己吃就好了，我不回來了！』
呵，真是有夠『毒』的！

『大話小說、重話輕說、狠話柔說』這是所謂的『言者三戒』。我們平常與人說話時，是否常在不自覺中帶有『雙重否定』或『三重否定』呢？或以『否定式』的玩笑傷到別人的自尊而不自知？

"通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人，才是真正愛你的人"

晚上十二點多，對面房門傳來激烈的吵架聲，我心想小叔難得當兵放家回來，為何還和女朋友爭吵不休？不過吵歸吵，第二天他們還是如膠似漆的坐在一起看電視，沒有任何不合的跡象。其實在感情的處理上，有許多的人都不敢或是不願對對方表達出自己內心真正的感受及想法，常常是自己一個人生了大半天的悶氣，對方還摸不著頭緒，直到最後感情真的出了問題時，才一直責怪自己，憐憫自己，覺得自己受了許多的委屈，覺得他 "她 "一點都不了解他"她"，不然就是怪對方，並不是真正的愛他，否則也不會猜不出自己在生氣什麼。

有一句話是這樣說的，"通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人，才是真正愛你的人"。很多人在無意中，都常會把"算了！我不想講了，反正跟你講也沒用"，或是"算了!跟你講理是沒用的"這些話掛在嘴邊，讓兩人的生活和思想越差越遠，也因為如此，他們無法找到真正會引起衝突的所在，進而漸漸埋下分手的種子，只待時機成熟，分手的種子便破土而出，造成無法挽回的局面。

有人說"愛的相反不是恨，而是冷漠"，所以我們不應該埋藏掉自己的感受，冷默對待愛你的人，而不去尋求發生爭執的真正原因。除非你已不再愛他。"吵架"是一種較激烈的溝通，更是一們極大的藝術，如何吵的讓對方確切的明白你的想法，吵的有建設性，吵到不傷害對方，就得看各位看倌的功力了。

**最近聼和看最多的還是 "說你錯了, 你還不承認!" 到底錯的是先批評的人還是告訴實話的人? 討厭,生氣我也沒有關係... 這種激烈的溝通我真的不知道如何才會有建設性和讓別人知道我的想法. 錯了就要承認, 對我或許不應該那麽"誠實";但是先批評的才是問題所在吧? 要怪我沒有關係, 反正真理永遠得不到肯定; 或許, 我也不需要你的肯定. 這幾天才發現, 水和油還是永遠不能混合; 可能, 我也後悔曾經試著反駁科學的可信程度..

大家都有錯,錯的是水和油這個定律沒有Exeption; 我們才會迷惑其中嘗試了一些錯誤的實驗. 日子不長, 這個實驗可以被打進冷宮了, 也不想再被其他"科學家"評論什麽. 我沒有什麽值得議論的地方, 我不介意你眼中的我是什麽樣的人, 只有保護我的人才知道我的爲人... 可惜不是你, 不是那個進行了8個失敗試驗的你. **

++ 反正順便打字也順便說說最近都在做什麽. 上個星期已經是Last Week了, 所以還有一個星期就要考試了. 最近都流連圖書館而忘返, 上一次的Test幸好圖書館而得到Credit, 現在又要靠圖書館為我的Final加油...對了,我大學圖書館的咖啡和熱巧克力很好喝; mcd的宵夜+ 6am的早餐也成爲了我的Proper Meal, 哈哈, 還有Murdoch真的很多兔子! 每一天差不多都聽著小鳥唱歌和在房間裏看了日出才有睡意真的不是辦法, 不知道什麽時候才能把生理時鐘調回正常呢? 3科都考9:30 , 這麽早...上飛機的那一天也是早上; 感覺都不用睡... 沒關係, 反正一定有個人不相信, 我也不期待他會說"誤會我了,不好意思". 我很需要陽光普照, 照一照烏雲滿天的我... 哈哈, 終于有睡意了, 好了, 我要睡覺了, 大家早安和晚安 :) ++

不知不覺已是 Week 11

2009-10-14T22:43:00.002+08:00

如題, 不知不覺已是Week 11 了...還有3個星期就開始考試啦~
在這幾個我沒有Update的日子裏發生了很多好的和不好的...

* 21歲生日, 雖然沒有驚喜, 可是謝謝我的朋友們; 也讓我再一次看清了她.

* 忽然短暫的放下了負擔了很久的壓力, 覺得很輕鬆.. 或許, 長痛不如短痛 :)

* 擔心擔心擔心 x100.... 考試的試題可不可以不要太難?

* 缺錢!!! 嚴重缺錢.................................................................. :(

不好意思, 寫文章的能力嚴重退步中... 可能太久不用中文寫作文的關係? 哈哈哈....已經開始詞窮了, 哈哈哈哈哈....... 可能我的生活太千篇一律? 沒有什麽好記錄下來? Perth的生活就是那麽的頽廢...偶爾出去也只有那幾個地方, 自己也覺得沒有什麽好説的... 太悠閒的人就會變得好像老人家那樣, 唉...

最後的最後還是希望...考試的成績會理想 :)

原來又過了3個星期..

2009-09-12T15:46:00.002+08:00

不知不覺...時間過得好快, 下個星期已經是 Week 7 了..
時間是不是真的太快了點?
剛剛把幾分Assignment完成, 結果現在要準備Mid term Exam...
可是啊, 記憶不斷衰退...都不知道應該怎麽補腦..哈哈~

Stress..
除了壓力, 還是壓力...
都不懂還能夠說什麽了...
最近沒有什麽特別, 都只是上課,下課;做這個讀那個..

噢, 還有很多東西煩啦, 還有好多東西排著隊等我處理...
錢還是不斷的給...唉, 快窮死了. =(

事情總會有轉機的, 對吧?

2009第2個學期@Week 3

2009-08-24T17:03:00.002+08:00

除了時間好像過得特別快之外,
這個星期基本上沒有什麽特別事情...

噢, 有朋友生日~
偶爾出去吃個飯,
然後接下來的日子還是省省省...
誰叫澳幣越來越貴呢?

最近好像特別愛睡,特別容易累...
可能是生理時鐘沒有調好吧~
正式來説, 現在剩下9個星期是要上課的~
這9個星期裏被Mid Terms, Assignments, Presentations 和 Essay填滿滿~
把這一切都完成以後就是Final然後就是夏天=假期.

矛盾啊~ 要時間過的快一點還是慢一點?

2009第2個學期@Week 2

2009-08-16T20:42:00.002+08:00

開學后總是會發現有很多東西忙;
開學后總是會希望假期長又長的.

不斷不斷提醒要用功要努力
所以要加油加油~

沒有什麽特別
但最後還是要祝福 8月16日生日的兩位朋友 Tomi 和Kah Yu 生日快樂~

2009 年第2個學期 @ WEEK 1

2009-08-08T02:04:00.003+08:00

是的, 又開學了...
一回到澳洲就要解決一對東西; 也要去超級市場添購一堆吃的..
怎麽說呢? 還是比較想念無憂無慮的生活...

這個星期感覺過的好快啊~
這樣也好, 至少不用煩惱應該把時間用在什麽地方..
這個星期就好好收拾心情, 下個星期開始就要好好的為自己努力努力....
其實真正要上課的Period只有12個星期, 所以這個星期后就剩下 11 個星期...
嗯... 其實最近也沒有什麽特別..
可能放假太久, 心情還沒有調适過來而已.

給自己多一點壓力=給自己多一點動力..
這個學期就好好努力啦~

* 別人都說我愛種花, 其實我比較喜歡收花啦.. *

**噢,對了...最近有兩個很好的朋友剛剛恢復單身. 我想要對你說, 不要擔心的!一切都會過去的, 時間是治愈傷口的良藥... 相信我, 未來還有更美好的在等待, 雖然難以放下可是有我這個朋友支持你, 日子雖然不好過... 可是我知道你會很樂觀的. 你還年輕嘛... 不要再難過了噢. 笑一笑,世界更美好.. 哈哈. 你知道我在說誰吧?

另外一個嘛...... 好好享受單身吧!我在等你和我聊聊...老婆~ 我在等你啊! 什麽時候才會回到天津啊....

有個人

2009-06-03T03:59:00.003+08:00

我認識了一個人.

他, 總是責怪我沒有好好的介紹他;
我, 總是模模糊糊就把問題抛遠遠;

他, 總是喜歡和我吵架可是最後卻説他不是罵我;
我, 總是喜歡堅持自己覺得對的事情而和他頂嘴;

他, 總是說他...
我, 總是說我...

每一次和他通話, 100次裏面一定有98次我覺得自己快要被氣死.
每一次和我通話, 我想有100次他是在受我氣的...
因爲我那個得理不饒人的個性.

我的家人問我一些很奇怪的問題,
我不想要回答...
只有假裝聼不見,
這樣很令人難過,
只是...
我不知道應該討好誰,
所以乾脆兩方都不討好.

對不起, 原諒我就是這樣的一個女生.

我只想說 Jet'aime

如果我有一顆樹

2009-06-02T15:33:00.002+08:00

如果我有一顆樹, 我要把它打造成一棵願望樹.
我現在只想願望成真, 一次就好.

我分不清

2009-05-21T03:56:00.002+08:00

對不起, 我分不清楚友情裏的真僞.
對不起, 我用真心對你; 是否你也該對我誠實?
每一個人, 我不知道我應該用什麽樣子對待你們. 到底你們對我這位朋友是出於真心對待? 還是只想從我口中知道些什麽? 我不知道...!
我也懶得去求個很真實的明白, 因爲最近我也不是真的很快樂.
我不介意你們的忽視, 可是我介意你們的利用.
我沒有太多有用的地方, 我沒有太多可靠的地方...
可是我真的不喜歡你們虛僞的對著我!
I don't care, 如果你真的看我不順眼...
I don't care, 如果你只是看上我不懂拒絕別人的性格...

我累了, 累得再扮演看不出真僞的樣子.
其實如果你們看我不順眼就告訴我, 我會離開...
從來我只是個有利用價值的"東西" 不是所謂真心"朋友"

對不起, 我討厭戴上面具的自己.
對不起, 我更討厭你們微笑背後的魔鬼.
對不起, 我也更討厭利益關係的友情.
對不起, 我想我不適合成爲你們的朋友... (或許我一直都不是)

我不想再去分辨你們真實的樣子, 因爲我分不清.

回過神來時

2009-05-18T15:18:00.002+08:00

回過神來時, 你帶給我的情緒已經平靜了.
回過神來時, 我也已經把你重新埋于心底.
再見了, 不想這種情緒干擾我;
再見了, 不想再見面的時候我會在意;
再見了, 我期待著現在新的生活.
已經一年再多一點...
其實不應該再想起你.

僅這一次我因爲想起你而淚流滿襟.

"我说去亦难留亦难怎么办
有些话只能偷偷拿出来纪念遗憾
我说爱亦难恨亦难分作两半"

* 現在距離Final Exam還有兩個星期, 要開始全心投入了..加油! 老婆和Cabbage都要加油啊!!

撐夠久了..

2009-05-16T01:03:00.002+08:00

做個壞人做好久了,
做個勝利者做好久了,
做個放的下的人做好久了,

我撐得夠久了.
我懷疑自己懷疑的夠多了;
我被責駡的感覺已經夠多了;

我只是現在累了.
我現在想要看看自己做的對不對;
我現在想要看見每一個人曾經的每一面;
説是吧... 我是想念他們曾經的樣子,
說是吧... 我是懷念他們曾經的溫柔,
説是吧... 我是挂念他們曾經的美好,

寶貝, 靜下來好嗎?
撐夠久了, 承認自己對自己的前路思緒模糊了, 好嗎?

每一次每一次... 做錯的總是我.

爲什麽你還在我腦海?
你知不知道在你離開后我過得有多狼狽?
你知不知道那一年的生活我是怎麽習慣一個人?
你知不知道夢裏的你和我還是多麽美好?
你知不知道我原來不能把你當朋友?
你知不知道原來你在我心裏還是揮之不去?
你知不知道是你讓我很肯定地告訴自己和你能夠一直走下去?
你知不知道... 你離開后的我原來靜靜地花了好多好多時間刻意遺忘我們.

我們現在的關係連朋友也不是, 是因爲我們曾經不想要變成朋友嗎?
後來的你總是說專心于學業和事業上; 後來的我... 一直堅強的告訴自己能忘記你的好.
才想起你沒有責駡過我...
夠了, 停止了...
我怕我還是放不下這一年多以來的離開.

偷懶在初秋...

2009-04-02T14:41:00.002+08:00

我身在的城市... 剛剛踏入了初秋, 晚風吹的有點冷; 下午的陽光卻很熾熱.
矛盾的天氣, 就如矛盾的我心...

是的, 趁著還沒有到時間上課, 我想在這裡完成四月第一篇Blog.
最近開始忙碌了, 也開始注重健康了, 雖然還是一天大概一餐...
然而, 那一餐的用料豐富了, 健康了,
喝的吃的都屬於健康養生的.
由於最近想要美白淡斑, 所以特地跑去買了兩粒可愛的黃色檸檬.
檸檬對皮膚很好, 所以我就最近很簡單的切了幾片放進熱清水裏加點糖.... 慢慢喝~
其實就是馬來西亞式的所謂"檸檬水", 簡單卻對自己皮膚好... 再普通也是寳.

漸漸踏入了忙碌期...
我想從Week 4 后都會忙忙忙吧?! 今天這個星期已經是Week 7 了...
時間好像過得很快. 一個星期又即將結束了, 啊!我還沒有買機票回家...
而且, 我也好沒有通知我父母我想要回家...
可能自己也不懂應該如何開口吧? 畢竟買機票回去真的不是便宜...

四月竟然已經來臨了... 還有大概10個星期就過完了這個Sem...
不懂該快樂還是難過.
快樂是擁有一個冬季假期; 難過的是... 我好像還不夠努力去溫習.

好吧...今天過後就要打起精神.

前生欠的債, 今生總要還...

2009-03-26T22:35:00.002+08:00

我想我前世欠了很多篇Reading Log沒有寫, 今生注定要看長長的文章然後費盡心思的動腦寫Reading Log準備明天把它完整的交給Tutor...快要看到傻了, 所以才會偷懶在這裡無聊打Blog....

答应自己没有你也要努力过下去
变成友谊的爱情
朋友还是礼貌的只字不提
她属于你我之后的爱情
我之后的你在她的爱里
真的确定过去都已过去
你之后的我比较爱自己
也决心一个人练习不那么想你
我之后的你在她的爱里
终于确定过去都已过去
你之后的我比较爱自己
偶尔想你也未必是不可理喻
有些困难的事情等时间处理
我渐渐听见了心里的声音
原来真正的幸福那么容易
懂得了祝福只要你爱得再也不犹豫
我之后的你在她的爱里
终于确定过去都已过去
你之后的我比较爱自己
陪回忆写完了日记
告诉自己停止再想你
我之后的你终于确定过去都已过去

親愛的老婆....我還是保持著一天一餐的慘況, 你呢?不懂你的胃痛好了點沒有? 記得上課前一定要吃東西....不要讓我擔心!七月我們一定要見面哦~ 我愛你我愛你... 哈哈!
還有一個親愛的"Cabbage"... 你不要再亂亂想了, 不開心要記得找我聊聊天~ 不然我會罵你的..哈哈, 開玩笑啦...你也要好好照顧自己, 不要那麽遲睡了!

好啦..我要繼續我那無聊又長的Reading了....祝福我吧!希望明天之前能完成 :)

壓力 @ 沮喪

2009-03-22T13:47:00.003+08:00

這整個星期覺得自己不懂死了多少遍.....
Study Break, 對, 是用來好好溫習的..再好也有時閒休息的吧?我要溫習同時又要兼顧Assignment...一天才睡那麽一點, 一天才吃那麽一餐, 我不知道..我什麽時候身體會開始不聽話. 快要死了的感覺...是你, 是壓力...話説解壓, 可是壓力排山倒海的過來...我能夠怎麽解?

真的沮喪的只想大哭...

白咖啡成了我每一天起身的飲料, 早餐就這麽簡單....吃的東西越來越少, 是不是這樣就會瘦一點?只是我不需要這樣不健康的方法; 無奈的, 我已練就了一身好功夫. 可以一天一餐, 早餐可以不吃, 忙得頭昏腦脹的最後才願意去感受自己的肚子是否餓了...

對不起哦, 親愛的身體...我爲難了你. 你的主人我還不懂得照顧你的感受....

可是24小時不睡覺的我又回來了...只要撐過了眼睡得時間, 之後只要讓自己忙就可以一直到早上了...快要死了吧?我在懷疑著....接下來的每一個星期都好忙好忙, 看著時間表, 我只想逃...

我只回來了一個月吧?我怎麽好像在這裡過了很痛苦的日子? 忙中作樂吧...再勉強自己, 自己只會倒下去.....加油!

*我要對我的老婆 KuenKuen說:有一天一切會好起來的, 異國的生活都不好受....我隨時都在,好麽?
我要對我的"男朋友"和男朋友的"左手"(也是我的愛人)說: 謝謝你們兩個...哈哈, 我會記得你們說過的話.謝謝你們都不願殺死我...哈哈~很愛很愛你們!
我要對那個說我不理"他"的他說:對不起....我不是故意的, 我只是...不懂得要如何讓你明白我的痛苦.

懶得去....

2009-03-18T15:45:00.002+08:00

我們都有不可告人的寂寞
我們都假裝著健康的生活
早睡早起不要想得太多
日子就這樣過

我們都有一些感情沒有結果
我們的故事對朋友說了又說
說太多

懶得去想懶得去管
懶得快樂懶得悲傷懶得墮落
把所有問題拋在角落
不清不楚不過問甚麼收獲

懶得去愛懶得去恨
懶得回憶懶得遺憾懶得迷惑
繼續假裝努力的生活

離開你以後的我日子一天一天過
還沒有習慣寂寞每晚下班了以後
一個人到處亂走開車在城里兜風
碰到思念的路口轉左還是右
離開你以後的我應該比從前自由
不再屬於誰的我重復生活的動作
早午晚餐與工作分不清周日周末
常常還會想起你有沒有想我

我們都有不可告人的寂寞
我們都假裝著健康的生活
早睡早起不要想得太多
日子就這樣過

我們都有一些感情沒有結果
我們的故事對朋友說了又說
說太多

懶得去想懶得去管
懶得快樂懶得悲傷懶得墮落
把所有問題拋在角落
不清不楚不過問甚麼收獲

懶得去愛懶得去恨
懶得回憶懶得遺憾懶得迷惑
繼續假裝努力的生活

懶得去想懶得去管
懶得快樂懶得悲傷懶得墮落
把所有問題拋在角落
不清不楚不過問甚麼收獲

懶得去愛懶得去恨
懶得回憶懶得遺憾懶得迷惑
繼續假裝努力的生活
繼續假裝努力的生活
繼續假裝努力的生活

-- 嗯...好久好久沒有很正式的吃過早餐了,最近一天可以只吃一次正餐, 我在想我會不會因此而瘦了..可是啊可是,好像都沒有...吃不定時,是邁向健康的絆腳石吧?可是沒有辦法, 我身在異地就是可以這樣...懶得去想要吃什麽,懶得去把"定時"這回事調整過來, 我沒有辦法那麽正常....一直都不屬於正常的人,是需要很大很大的動力才會踏出第一步下決心改造...不是麽?動力一直是我非常需要的東西...如果這個世界上有一種葯吃了會擁有很大的動力去做任何東西,我想我會無論多昂貴都把它買下來. 哈哈.....癡人説夢話~ 有些東西幻想一下讓自己開心一下就好, 不要奢望太多. 今天就到這,又要埋頭苦幹了.......................................討厭 Assignment! --

不在身邊, 不等于不愛你.

2009-03-17T02:45:00.002+08:00

* * 這是一篇我蠻喜歡的轉貼文章 * *

常常觉得，谈恋爱的人就像小孩子一样　　

要宠著哄著，要时时陪伴，更要无微不至　　

还记得吗? 在我们很小的时候　　

只要看不见妈妈，就会因为不安而大哭起来　　

其实，妈妈只是不在我们的眼前　　

我们只因为眼前看不见，所以就认为妈妈不见了　　

认为妈妈不见了的同时，也以为妈妈不爱我们了　　

恋爱，不就跟那时的我们很像吗　　

在被拥抱的时候，听对方说情话的时候　　

手牵手逛街的时候，我们都觉得对方是百分之百地爱著我们　　

可是，就从道了再见，关上家门的那一刻起　　

内心悬念，因为见不到，担心对方有没有想念我们　　

听不到，见不到的我们，忧虑对方会不忠於我们　　

只因为不在我们身边，我们就以为爱会不见　　

却不知道，不在身边的他，不等于不爱你　　

很多事情，看不到不等于不存在　　

而且，每一个人都是恋爱中的人　　

所以，不安的不只我们，还有看不见我们的他　　

彼此，都有着一样的不安，都期望相同的谅解　　

有时候，我们会抱怨当我们需要他的时候，他爲何不在身旁　　

可有些时候，他最需要我们的时候，我们也不知情，不是吗　　

我想，很多人在年轻的时候，都会很热衷于工作　　

也有很多人的工作，属於长期需要超时工作的状态　　

对这些人的恋人来说，也许觉得心爱的人常常无法照顾自己　　

可对那些人来说也是相同的，心爱的人常常不在身边　　

不管因为什麽原因无法见面或分隔两地　　

真心相爱的两个人，内心所感受的寂寞与不安会是相同的　　

彼此，都有可能在最需要对方的时候　　

却必须一个人坚强起来　　

他是爱你的，就如同看不见他的你　　

还是深深爱著他的，不是吗 ?　　

吃到好吃的东西时，看到美丽的景物时，都会希望和他分享　　

他不在身边的时候，你不也抱著这样的心情在爱他吗　　

为何，就不能相信他也和你一样呢? 你说是吗　　

我相信，真心相爱的两个人　　

就算不在彼此身边，还是深深爱著的　　

两颗心，也会因为著爱，而紧紧相系　　

祝福所有人都能找到所爱……

窮人家...

2009-03-16T22:56:00.002+08:00

標題所指的 ---- 窮人家, 是我本人. 原因爲何? 回去山打根的機票真的很貴...貴死了. 可是我想要回家, 有家的孩子像個寳~ 爲了要回家,又要省錢又要努力念書. 這樣搞得自己那麽累, 為的還是能夠離回家的願望更接近一點....

如果一切順利, 那麽回到山打根要幫我爸爸打工啦~本人回到去很可憐, 沒有錢買東西沒有錢逛街只有能力搭到飛機回去... 本人是真的很窮啊~

或許你會問我最近生活好嗎? 我會說還蠻好的, 壓力當然有..只是,趁還可以玩樂和努力的時候,我不想浪費這些值得回憶的一切.

嗯...沒事.只是想說自己是窮人家...哈哈~

讓你了解我多一點..

2009-03-13T12:18:00.003+08:00

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

*khafui : hey..im serious, i'm not a playful girl..especially about choosing someone to be in a relationship with.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

最近在Perth的日子

2009-03-10T07:05:00.002+08:00

是的...是我啦,終于肯更新這裡的文字啦 ~
最近在Perth的生活都還蠻千篇一律的....上課, 圖書館, 吃飯, 打麻將, 偶爾和朋友走走街..
已經Week 4 了, 生活還是那麽的頽廢.

生活嘛...總是那麽習慣性的循環嗎?
是的..沒有什麽特別的事情發生, 快要開始忙的暈頭轉向的了,
我卻不怕死似的在這裡打這個那個的...
哈哈, 還是這個就是本來的我?

該來的總會來的...
我其實並不愛這樣的相處方式,
然而我能夠改變麽?
我不能, 那惟有繼續用心...
很多人都在堅持著, 爲什麽我還要把事情弄得更糟?
你我都知道,有些事不是堅持了就得到好結果..
正因爲不懂什麽時候事情會變坏,
那麽趁著變坏前好好珍惜吧!

武裝的薔薇

2009-03-01T13:38:00.002+08:00

回到了Perth, 感覺還好像在度假..時常這裡去那裏吃的,心裏明明清楚的不得了應該要開始念書了, 怎麽感覺動力不見了?
對於自己的信心還是一天天的慢慢流失, 這麽一年多以來堅持的到底什麽時候能看到成果?好吧好吧...努力投入在澳洲念書的樂趣就是了嘛..雖然這裡沒有別人說的那麽好,雖然這裡生活步調真的很慢, 既然已經來了就定下心來...好好把剩下的"享受"完了再離開吧~

空气渐渐的凝结
重复着将我破碎
一再的试探诡辩
想考验谁的极限
不再容忍你的罪挥手再见
终结掉你的一切
我看不见你说的后悔
我不在乎你的感觉
你的抱歉是最后的纪念
武装的蔷薇倔强的凋谢
这一切早就该停止掉泪
这一切早就该停止受罪
受够了所有的欺骗
拆穿你所有的谎言
空气渐渐的凝结
重复着将我破碎
怎么追怎么追怎么追
这一天我的爱不再兑现
这一天我的爱灰飞烟灭
所有回忆都要摧毁
还给你的都要加倍
一再的试探诡辩
想考验谁的极限
我看不见你说的后悔
我不在乎你的感觉
你的抱歉是最后的纪念
武装的蔷薇倔强的凋谢
走到终点烛火熄灭
残缺世界一片漆黑
攀附边缘蔓生纠结
断刺作废
我看不见你說的后悔
我不在乎你的感觉
你的抱歉是最后纪念
武装的蔷薇最后倔强的凋谢

過了今天,明天開始是人生的重要一頁....加油咯!

如果世上沒傻瓜..

2009-02-26T00:06:00.002+08:00

被你把持如驯良机器
研习更动人语气然后换来悔气
是作耍花枪趣味
傻在为你任情绪堕落未逃避
不管安泥浮沉泥沼当作极乐园地
难道世上唯有你才令地球更美
便知等於宠坏你
如果世上没傻瓜谈恋爱像会谈吧
算得太尽还可拥抱吗如何估计回报多寡
如谈恋爱为着成家若代价太高昂就变心吗
恕我在燃烧中结疤纯因信奉我任性的火花
哪怕肉麻
傻在为你没投机玩捉摸心理
没有港流仍然迷恋你
明白我未赢到你仍像别人叹气
避开专家的见地
傻在为你像孩子不懂得对比
这种坚持如拿来讲作会令就奇技
宁原拒绝忘记你和自在来斗气
泪光怎可遮盖傲气
如果世上没傻瓜谈恋爱像会谈吧
算得太尽还可拥抱吗如何估计回报多寡
如谈恋爱为着成家若代价太高昂就变心吗
恕我在燃烧中结疤纯因信奉我任性的火花
哪怕肉麻
爱叫我放低智商谁人又有福未问价先付帐
傻人自有傻乐未为了中奖
如果世上没傻瓜谈恋爱像会谈吧
算得太尽还可拥抱吗如何估计回报多寡
从来不介意做傻瓜莫论有可能为瞬间绝美像昙花
如果爱是难买别买的壁画算了吧

自:方力申 <<如果世上沒傻瓜>>

傻瓜....每一人都曾成爲過吧?
既然選擇了,就好好走下去.....未來沒有人懂,也控制不了.
沒有一個人是完美的,包括我自己....
三心兩意,猶豫不決....什麽時候才肯好好的安下心來為自己努力?
好吧......
就現在開始.
因爲我不想再當一次傻瓜.

打破沉默第一章

2009-02-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

是的.... 如果你看見了這個Blog, 我必須告訴親愛的你們.....我的Blog搬家了!

新居尚未完全整理好,所以第一章純粹想要打個招呼. 你好~ :)

看到這裡,希望你還有興趣看下去.....我的心情很複雜,可是我希望分享. 其實腦袋很空,這幾個月發生很多東西,可是就是寫不出來...陌生的感覺侵襲著我,是因爲我太久沒有那麽用腦了麽?

今天是我即將離開我的家鄉的那個晚上,明天又要再次獨自一人搭上飛機飛往遙遠的澳大利亞. 或許你會問我說,離開了幾次還會感覺不舍麽?不舍是一定有的,畢竟遇見了不少的朋友,重新聯絡上不少的朋友..當然也認識了不少的新朋友.

日子雖然看似過的有點糟有點亂, 可是我樂在其中.

寧靜的夜 寧靜的思緒

New year resolution in advance :)

what i exactly want to tell.

what a day...

你還是要幸福

A letter for myself

分開以後

failed

Rainy day

- the end -

Counting down 7days

Counting down 8days

Counting down 9days

Counting down 10days

Today.

你.

太久 . 太多

又是一個不眠的夜.

一種距離, 一份感情.

你想怎樣?!

FLY..

when things come to an end

荊棘過後留下什麽?

- 空的腦 ; 空的心 -

眼淚.

忙的快乐.

what is forever?

我回来了 :D

星星說...

Don't try to challenge me ever..

轉載: 說你錯了!你還不承認..

不知不覺已是 Week 11

原來又過了3個星期..

2009第2個學期@Week 3

2009第2個學期@Week 2

2009 年第2個學期 @ WEEK 1

有個人

如果我有一顆樹

我分不清

回過神來時

撐夠久了..

偷懶在初秋...

前生欠的債, 今生總要還...

壓力 @ 沮喪

懶得去....

不在身邊, 不等于不愛你.

窮人家...

讓你了解我多一點..

最近在Perth的日子

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